Jesus.

So, you may be aware of my obsession about having breast reduction surgery. Over vacation – having to wear a swim suit everyday – I convinced myself I was going to do this. Insurance or not. Fear or not. I was very bound and determined as I know it would change my life positively. Everyone who I know who has had this procedure all say it was worth it all and they only wish they had done it sooner. Even the ones who had complications.

Today I made a mistake. I decided to watch both a breast lift surgery and a reduction surgery. I am going to post them below. I now do not think I can go through with this. It is just SO horrific. So…now I am here sobbing like a baby because I really wanted this.  I don’t feel like I will ever be able to accept my body the way it is. So now, I am at a loss. Very upset.

Any thoughts or advice??

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