I Am Such A BOOB!!!

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Jesus.

So, you may be aware of my obsession about having breast reduction surgery. Over vacation – having to wear a swim suit everyday – I convinced myself I was going to do this. Insurance or not. Fear or not. I was very bound and determined as I know it would change my life positively. Everyone who I know who has had this procedure all say it was worth it all and they only wish they had done it sooner. Even the ones who had complications.

Today I made a mistake. I decided to watch both a breast lift surgery and a reduction surgery. I am going to post them below. I now do not think I can go through with this. It is just SO horrific. So…now I am here sobbing like a baby because I really wanted this.  I don’t feel like I will ever be able to accept my body the way it is. So now, I am at a loss. Very upset.

Any thoughts or advice??

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About Heather Rayne

I am a mom, wife, writer, volunteer, eater of food, lover of animals and avid TV enthusiast. I am opinionated, honest, compassionate and sensitive. I can also be difficult, hard headed and emotional. I consider myself to have a great sense of humor and am very attracted to that in others. I am striving to live an authentic life. I am attempting to learn how to find happiness in the now. I always have hope to be a better person. That being said - I can be vulgar, negative and even a little bitchy at times. I say what I mean and my filter is often dysfunctional. With me, what you see is what you get. I have strong opinions and am quick to speak my mind. This can cause problems from time to time but I do not ever intend to hurt or offend anyone. With that - be warned. I do hope you enjoy my site. Thanks for visiting and have a swell day.

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