Knots in My Belly


It’s 5:30 and I cannot fall back to sleep. My tummy is in knots. I don’t know if I am feeling empathic nerves for Cassidy or my own. Today is going to be so strange. I think I will make her some eggs for breakfast. She likes those more than pancakes or waffles. Strange child. Yesterday was out last day together and I took her to Monkey Joes. She had never been there. There was a boy there who was about 6 who would NOT leave her side. Then when it was time to leave he kept asking for her phone number and was trying to hug and kiss her. She was SO not having that. It was creepy and funny at the same time. Aside from that, she loved the place.

Well, maybe if I close my eyes I can rest for another hour before Kenzie gets dropped off. I am soooo tired. But also soooo nervous and anxious and sad. First day of kindergarten. This day came entirely too fast and I am not happy about it.


About Heather Rayne

I am a mom, wife, writer, volunteer, eater of food, lover of animals and avid TV enthusiast. I am opinionated, honest, compassionate and sensitive. I can also be difficult, hard headed and emotional. I consider myself to have a great sense of humor and am very attracted to that in others. I am striving to live an authentic life. I am attempting to learn how to find happiness in the now. I always have hope to be a better person. That being said - I can be vulgar, negative and even a little bitchy at times. I say what I mean and my filter is often dysfunctional. With me, what you see is what you get. I have strong opinions and am quick to speak my mind. This can cause problems from time to time but I do not ever intend to hurt or offend anyone. With that - be warned. I do hope you enjoy my site. Thanks for visiting and have a swell day.

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  1. Hello, I took some time to read the post and show it to my wife and I’m quite pleased with how thought-provoking and interesting it was. I wish more people actually took the time to create worthwhile articles. Thanks

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