Charlie’s Illinois tour will be coming up soon. I will miss him so very much. We have never been apart that long. He’s not even gone yet and I feel constant churning in my tummy. I hope it goes by quickly.
We were talking about moving possibilities and he just said to keep an eye out for jobs with Quest Communications. I guess they are the phone company in Arizona. I guess it is something to keep in the back of our minds. I don’t think I could have ever taken Cass away from her dad. I don’t want her growing up the way Kenzie has. I mean, obviously, it would be different…but still even to be separated like that…that wouldn’t be good. I complain about my husband like any other wife…but I could never say he is a bad dad. And I would know!! Both of these girls are very lucky to have a father who loves them so much. Not all kids get to have that.
The withdrawal is getting better by the day now. I notice it less and less. When the emotions hit, it isn’t as severe or as long in duration. Thank God. I never thought it would get better. I am still VERY upset that my doctor refuses to believe that withdrawal is what was happening. If you were to Google “Cymbalta Withdrawal” – you would find story after story exactly like mine. How dare that – physicians and pharmaceutical companies – tell us how WE feel??
Anyway, that’s all I have for today. Sick of the puter these days.